Tuesday, May 17, 2011

You Didn't Take Your Word

oh yes, i simply love how you wanted to take responsibility over me.

i'd say it was a bad time for you and i. i can't believe you took back your words i simply and absolutely LOVE how i can't trust my entire family. all the more reason that i can't go to college, without something supporting me. i know myself, well enough, that with my current situation, i am not guaranteed succession. I simply love how you underestimated me and in what my plans were. look where i am, now? my school life is going just as i planned, regardless of all the bad luck i have received. it does not deter me. it only angers me more and more. however, even that cannot extinguish my ambitions.

you underestimate me.

i simply LOVE how you took your words back. i simply LOVE how wanted to take responsibility over me. i am not my father. i am not who you think i am. i am to myself. i do not need to explain everything to you, until all my cards have been played correctly. i have my strategies. i have my tactics.

i simply just LOVE how i learned not to trust even family members too much.

i simply LOVE how i know that i do not forgive people. i am that cruel. cruel as the world is to me, and those important to me.