Obnoxious Equals Stupid

There's a difference between telling the truth and being obnoxious.

If you're gonna tell the truth, I recommend you that you need to know the person first. Don't just plain out tell them something because you clearly don't know what that person is really saying. Just shut up, and don't talk. Saying something like, "You have a lot to learn", so someone you don't really know, is a major stupid thing to say... Especially when it's over the internet. Honestly, someone actually said that to me today on Facebook and it clearly was a very stupid thing to say. If she was telling the truth, well she is completely wrong. She being obnoxious and... Unintelligent. She didn't know that I don't even get to see my friends from Toronto until it's the summer... So, dear strangers, just please don't say anything "Truthful" to somebody you don't know. It's just plain out rude and obnoxious, not helping somebody out.

Don't Tell Me

Don't tell me your problems! You and I may know each other, but we're not friends! Don't tell me your personal problems, your past life, what happened today, what's going to happen! Shut up! I don't care! You know what ticks me off even more? When someone who you're not really friends with, asks you, "What's the matter?", or something of that sort. Like hell I'll tell you!

Don't voluntarily tell me your problems! Don't expect an exchange or your personal problems with mine! Don't expect me to even tell YOU! I just won't.

"You don't need to know. I can handle my own problems, thank you very much. So stop telling me your stupid problems. Like hell I'll care. I don't know you... You don't know me."

It Looks Fun...

I look at all my friends photos, they look like they're having fun... Though I practically do the same damn thing, which now I realize... "It's fucking boring."

The only time I ever feel like I'm having fun is drinking the oh so yummy and awesome alcohol... But of course, it's not that fun when I'm drinking with people around. It's too annoying.

I'm bored of this fricken place, I really need to get out of here. They do... Nothing. All they want is sex and money. I've already done my tests on some people and discovered, "Oh... This thing is just the same." This place barely has hope.

"I can't wait to go home."

Douchebags Are IGNORANT

So one time, I went to school with a sleeveless shirt and I wasn't wearing a shirt underneath it. Here's the thing, I have a really high body temperature. My school friggin has the HEATER on!! :( Yeahh! So it's killing me! First, I come to school with a normal jacket, and under that jacket, is my sleeveless. I walk to my locker and some italian hater (took me awhile to realize he was shouting at me because I thought everyone understood my situation...) starts to shout at me, "YOU'RE NOT TOUGH!" Of course, obviously I ignored him because he wasn't important and I don't even know his name, and he barely exists to me. (So... I *shrug*).

Listen, B1TC4! That stupid school has a friggin HEATER! I'm sorry I suffer from high body temperature! So go and mind YOUR OWN damn business and move on! You don't know me! And at least I know I'm GOOD ENOUGH to wear that sleeveless unlike you, you FAT, UGLY, DOUCHEBAG and your NASTY PIMPLY FACE! But you don't see me bitching and saying shit at you in the school hallways. So, mind your own damn business if you're gonna a ignorant douchebag!

Not Enough Entertainment

The only thing that kept me entertained and happiest at most, was being in Toronto, playing music with my friends. But now that I have no passion for music anymore, nothing else could fully entertain me. I'm back to looking for entertainment, putting aside society again. All I'm looking for, is something fun to do and someone fun to be with, that has my full interest. So far, it's been a real bore. The last one was very disappointing, didn't understand what I was after... Didn't know what I was after.

I'm losing interest in everything. Sure, sound engineering is my dream job, but I'm not even there yet, but along the way, I actually need to depend on something, this time... For the time being that I'm in Vancouver, anyway. Actually, the only reason why I'm losing interest in everything and passion for what I care about most, is BECAUSE I'm in Vancouver. It's just not my kind of territory... More idiots than there are back Home.

I can't wait to come Home. I can fully regain myself.

Life is juuuuust great...

Way To Encourage...

Don't yell at someone about something, you'll just ruin their spirit and they won't even do what you want them to do.

Way to help them...

You Don't Know Me

Don't bother asking other people for info about another person when more than half their answers are, "I don't know." You could be putting yourself more in danger, than you are trying to for your target.

No More Fun

So it's been a year now, that I've been living in Vancouver. Can't wait to go back to Toronto. The music industry here, SUCKS! These asians are competitive and have no musicianship. It's no fun here, I'm losing passion for music, I already quit strings because the songs they pick are boring, and now, I just feel like selling my flute and just get on with my life. Music class here is BORRRIIIING~! :( Especially the koreans in Vancouver who only care about popularity and are two faced bitches. Honestly, I think it's only in THEIR own little world. If they come down to Toronto, they'd be nothing but another person in the crowd. ANYWAY! Screw them, back on topic!

I lost passion for music, but I still don't mind playing music every now and then. I hope that when I come back to Toronto, I'll start liking music again! It's soooo fun, I miss performing in Massey Hall and whatnot. Ugh, I miss the lights of Downtown Toronto. I really am homesick, huh? I especially miss Jennifer, my childhood friend! :)


Since this is the topic of No More Fun, minus well talk about one other small thing.
So... I don't like it when people leave things hanging. It's boring! Like, if we're in the middle of making out and getting personal and comfortable, and then you say stop or something, I just hope that the next time, we finish things up in bed! I'm not lying! It's SOOOO boring if you just leave it hanging! Come on! Finish me off! I'm complaining here! lol...

And... That ends today's entry...

Don't Doubt Me

What I don't like about people is that they doubt me. They don't seem to realize how independent I am. It's very annoying, really. Someone would be too scared to get me all sad and shit, but I'm like, "bitch puh-LEASE! You dunnoe ME! So don't be talkiinnn!" :p

Honestly, MAN UP!